I'm sad today.
Sad that my baby boy won't be coming home for at least 2 months due to his treatments.
Sad that he won't see the daffodils come up.
Sad that he won't get to play with his sisters for a long, long time.
Sad that he won't sleep be sleeping in his own bed.
Sad that he is going to be feeling very sick by next week.
How long is two months to a 3 year old? Will it seem like home was 2 days ago, or will he forget what it's like? Will he lose hope that he'll ever leave the hospital? Will he stop trusting me?
What a lot to ask such a young boy to go through.
I'm so sad today.